Hello and welcome to my notes, poems, journal entries, songs, and random thoughts over the last 5 years. This blog is a project for myself to record the grieving process of unpacking my faith my religious and family trauma.

As I was entered my third decade of life, I had a forth baby, quit my career to stay home with my children and the pandemic hit brought isolation and existential depression. Weirdly, I believe my depression truly saved me, as it revealed in me a depth and complexities I had never known were inside of my soul. No longer could I look at life through rose colored glasses and spiritually bypass my pain and uncertainties.

Amazing grief, as I call it, has been the most profound experience, that is guiding me into belonging to myself. I hope my writings inspire you toward a journey of freedom and belonging to yourself as well.